Anisah Zahra Azhari ❤️

Dear, my love. Here's the reason i love you. For the first time in my entire life, i finally understand what love is. Not only how to love, but how to be loved. I don't wanna lose it.  Finally i wasn't alone. I'm scared for being alone again. I can't. I feel save with you. You healed me. I don't want any of this as a temporary. I want this forever. I want you forever. Only you. Best regard. Be safe my love. Only a few days left. I love you so much. I will always love you.

Hai. Kali ini aku cuma mau ngomong, Maaf ya aku banyak ngomong. Aku selalu khawatir. Dikit² minta kabarin. Selebihnya aku cerita kalo ayang dah pulang aja biar ayang ngga khawatir. Intinya aku gapapa. I love you so much ❤️ To my beloved icaa ❤️ Best regard.

 Sungguh lemahnya diriku... Sehari terpisah jarak denganmu sangatlah berat bagiku... Aku selalu menunggu kabar darimu... Baik baik kau disana. Ingatlah untuk tetap semangat. Jangan menyerah.  Jika kau menyerah maka terbuanglah perjuanganmu selama ini.  Jangan nantikan hasil, hargai perjuangan mu. Hargai prosesmu. Hargai lelah dan penat yang kau terima. Kau kuat sayangku. Kau harus kuat. Aku akan selalu menemani, manjaga, dan mendampingimu. Aku tak ada niat untuk meninggalkanmu di kehidupan ini dan kehidupan selanjutnya. Aku akan selalu berada disampingmu. For the love of my life. Anisah Zahra Azhari ❤️ Ica❤️ Best regard. Your lover, Brillian Wahyu Puji Trimawan. Ryan. Your bubub❤️

 To the person i love most. Anisah Zahra Azhari (ica). No matter what happened between us, my love for you will never change. I wrote this letter while holding up my tears so you don't have to worry. I know the time when i have to tears up and tell you my story. I don't feel any tired because you recharge me. I don't need any sleeps. I don't need any kind of meditation to get my strength back in. All i need is to see you and all of my pains will gone. So don't you scare to tell your story and what you feel to me. Just tell me. I will listen to it anytime. No matter what i do, all i think about is you. I choose to stay living and become a better person for you. You are the reason i choose to stay living. You are the reason i keep fighting. You are the reason for everything that i do in order to become a better person. I said i wanna marry you. I love you. I love you so much. To my beloved icaa ❤️ Best regard, Brillian Wahyu Puji Trimmawan.