Anisah Zahra Azhari ❤️

 I left something at your gate. Not for redemption, but for a gift. Its been a long time since the last time i did it. The bag comes with a letter. A little diary-of-three-days-kinda-thing. A large piece of me gone without you in my life. But i understand your pain for I'm the one who caused it. Many bad things happened to me. Losing you would be a lifetime. I want you to be the last. I want you to be the one. Forgive me. I love you. Best regard, my love.

 WAHAI PENDUKUNG KU YANG SETIA! BAGAI PERMATA YANG MULIA! KARENA ENGKAU MEMANG "YANG MULIA"! Lihatlah susunan kata bagaikan pita Kata-perkata rapih bak bata, tembok tinggi perkasa Mari kita lihat dari surga, SI BODOH telah berulah SI BODOH mengambil langkah yang salah Membuatnya kembali kalah Egonya tak terbelah Ia hancurkan harapan hidupnya WAHAI PENDENGAR KU YANG SETIA! ENGKAU BERUPA DUNIA! Indah dan dihancurkan ego balita SI BODOH membuat sedih seorang wanita Membuat hancur hati sang bunga Bunga yang Cemerlang dan Ramah Yang telah dianggap SI BODOH sebagai rumah SI BODOH dengan ego nya salah melangkah Indah menjadi porak-poranda Yang telah benar menjadi salah-kaprah WAHAI WANITA KU YANG SETIA! Permohonan maaf takkan cukup mengobati luka Kecerobohan SI BODOH yang selalu buta Lupa akan sayang dan cinta Dari sang Bunga yang Cemerlang dan Ramah SI BODOH memohon kepada jari yang lelah Untuk menulis dan mengetik pernyataan kalah Bahwa ego nya telah melukai sang SETIA Sekarang SI...

 Something just hit me. You'll realize how immature you are until you've done crying. You'll realize how much damage you've caused until you regret it. You'll realize how stupid you are until the pain bit you back. You want to apologize but you can't. It makes you feel so bad. You hurt people and eventually, the one you loved. After all of that, you realize that you actually hurt yourself. You put a knife to your own throat. And yes, I'm talking about me. I am so immature, self-centered prick, stupid, reckless, never-think-about-the-consequenses bastard, ect. I'm so sorry. I love you.